i am quite literally talentless and useless.

so how do i begin ever since i was a kid i was just meh at everything not bad but nothing special . for instance in p.e i used to like to play football but never made the teams or anything i wasnt bad but i was just meh . same goes for other sports in studies aswell i used to be abv average and since 11th grade it just all stopped i just got average and nothing else. i dont have any aspirations or goals or dreams and its because i have no talent for it. every kid in my school is talking about what there gonna do and stuff but i cant because i have nothing to look forward to. the only thing i have is that im not trying to be an asshole or douche but im very very goodlooking now u might think how is it bad because i just get treated good because of it and people hangout with me just for that like for instance i got offred modeling 3 times but i dont feel happy or anything since i just know that there is nothing I DID to get it. lately i have been thinking about it and i cant take it anymore im just useless nothing else nothing more.