Do you guys ever feel so lonely it hurts?

Like physically, I feel like there's an empty space inside my chest, a void where my heart is supposed to be. I need a hug but at the same time I feel repulsed by the idea of anyone actually hugging me and it's frustrating. I'd sleep it off but I can only sleep for so many hours, like there's a limit to how long I physically can. I know I could do a bunch of shit about it, look for cheap sex, do something dangerous, drugs, but at the end of the day the void will come back and I'll have to live with the consequences of all the shit I did to try and fill it. There's no escape, it's just a black hole that consumes it all, and it's consuming me rn.