I feel extremely lonely and purposeless without my FP

I have friends but my relationships with them feel so superficial. On the contrary, I have friends where I can talk about "deep" stuff too but that also gets boring after a while. In short, everything is boring. I don't know what makes my fp exciting to me, they too also talk about superficial things, but I just like their presense a lot, they feel more "real" than anybody else, I crave their validation more than anything else.

I feel extremely empty when I am alone. I have goals too but sometimes I don't care enough about it. I hate this feeling.