Weird anxiety symptoms

I have bpd , depression and other diagnosis. I been taking melatonin on occasion and llexapro , zoloft . I been on them for a bit and started nicotine on / off. Im not sure why I have random anxiety lately.

It hard to explain ... it just random thoughts about things . I wouldnt call it racing thougts. Sometimes worrying ,but not much. I also need to work on getting enough sleep lol. Occasionally I feel like I'm talk outlook like my daydreams and in trance . The other main symptoms is when I type it's like I have thoughts and I feel like i can hear it in my head like I'm talking outlook but I'm not f 29