Cheating

Does anyone else feel like cheating is the ultimate betrayal? And maybe it’s the way I’m wired… I have such a connection with sex, that I view it as love… and when I find out someone has cheated on me, it feels as if all the wind has been knocked out of me. I want to throw up, scream, cry… I feel everything so deeply. If that makes sense? I feel lost. And I’m really hurting.