Fake friends mil gaye

I can easily get manipulated, my friends (even close ones) manipulate me to do something which they are afraid to do it. And stupid me, will do anything for them in the name of friendship, but they will never do that. Some guys (two guys to be specific) think I shouldn't be part of the group, they never fail to disrespect me, jab meri zarurat padti hai ya fir jab koi kaam hota hai tab aise baat karte hai jese ki meri responsibility hai as a friend unki help karna, and as soon as the work gets done, they start making me feel like shit again, for example whenever I'm about to speak something, they will say "Abe chutiye chup reh na, tujhse pucha kab humne", "yaar tu apna muh band rakha kar", etc. aur ek toh baar baar gaali deke hi baat karta hai, har baat me usse mujhe mc ya bc kehna toh zaruri hai, and mc bhi wo mazaak ke way me nahi, poori seriousness se bolta hai as if he meant it. I try to stop myself from helping them but they somehow make me do it by some emotional blackmail. And guess what, jab mujhe help chahiye hoti hai tab mere liye koi nahi hai. For example, ek mid sem exam ke 15 min. pehle, jab me hostel se lecture hall complex ka aadha raasta cross kar chuka tha (about 500m), tab mujhe call karke bolta hai ki "please compass khareed ke le aa, me laana bhul gaya", me 500 m peeche jaake, fir vaapas LHC ke liye nikla, and distance was about 1.5 km, mera exam kharab ho sakta tha, but me gaya vaapas compass lene, and jab mujhe lab coat and glasses chahiye the, tab usne laane mana kar diya, saaf inkaar hi kar diya, cycle par aane ko bola tha mene toh, and vo kar bhi kuch nahi raha tha, call of duty khel raha tha poore time. And this is just one of the recent events, hota toh aur bhi bohot kuch hai, similar to this. Agar meri jagah kisi random ladki ne call karke bola hota toh bkl 5 minutes me lab ke bahar milta.

And mujhe ye bhi pata hai ki in future, somehow me ye sab bhulke vaapas friend banne ki koshish karuga, and mera vaapas katega. And I don't even know how to change it, I don't want to completely hate them, and I can't, but it's just sad to see that they always view me as a tool and not a friend. Aur mere paas koi dusra hai bhi nahi jo mera achcha dost ho, ya fir jisko me trust kar saku. I thought ki college me kuch achche friends banauga jo lifetime saath rahege but yaha toh sab saanp nikle, khud ko upar le jaane ke liye dusro ko kaatne se pehle sochte bhi nahi hai. And my problem is that, I'm not like this, nahi hota yaar mujhse manipulation, aur naa hi me ye notice kar pata hu ki koi mujhe manipulate kar raha hai. They think ki me hi friend group ki vibe dead karta hu.