Everything in Ps is slow. Exploring options going private

While I clearly see all the benefits of PS, my energetic and impulsive nature struggles with how long it takes to move things forward or make a decision. My biggest asset is fearless trying, failing fast, coming up with a million ideas and I feel that I can’t at all utilize my strength since PS processes and decisions are complex and slow. I want things happen tomorrow, not 10 years from now. Because of this, I slowly start looking at private orgs, where my knowledge and expertise could be utilized. Anyone else made a similar switch? If yes, how’s it going for you?