Looking for a job thats guaranteed to kill you

I don't really enjoy life, don't want to live too long, but I do need a job. I'm looking for job that will put your life in danger almost constantly and will most likely kill you if you work it for a few years. I saw that Logging had the highest mortality rate but I've done chainsaw work and honestly if you're safe you're probably not going to die. Is there any job that the world absolutely needs done but will for sure kill you eventually? I have some first aid training and do well under stress, can you get a job in Gaza Palestine providing aid to people? Looking for suggestions.