I think I finally made peace with my past

This post is mainly to serve as my own therapy session, feel free to stop by. For so many month, I had guilt over my past sexual sins from years ago, and all the sins I committed in my mind. The ones in my mind, were especially extreme, to the point I am completely afraid to to have give them consent ever again. Thanks to that experience, I learned those thoughts stemmed from OCD, as well as me not being aware thoughts can be sinful, I ended up dwelling on them for pleasure.

However, after a good talk with at least 4 priest through the last few months, I do not feel burdened or scared anymore. The shame is there, but no fear or Guilt. I been spending this whole year making amends to the people I had those thoughts against without telling them as a way to move forward.