Advice, please. 🙏🏻

Hello reddit. Let me start by saying merese badi gawar is duniya me nahi. I cleared my 12th last year. After cuet I decided I want to pursue CA. Started studying right away for Foundation, parents were thrilled. Ultimately, the excitement disappeared and I missed Jan'25 attempt, decided May'25 dungi. Then college was so happening I lost track again. Itni sharam zindagi me nahi aayi. I can feel the disappointment on my parents' faces. My dad sat me down and asked me tumhe karna bhi hai ya nahi, CA pursue karna tumhara decision that we never forced you, etc.
Now I'm at a point where Sep attempt nahi diya + clear kiya my parents will lose their faith and confidence in me, and frankly I will too.

Do y'all have any tips for foundation? I HAVE to clear this attempt. Accounts me I feel I'm a bit weak, 12th me got 80 only. So I'm planning on taking home tuition/ coaching wtvr. Please law, eco and quant ke teachers recommend kardo.