I want to do cosplay but I’m kinda ugly

hey guys, sorry if I don’t respond, I’m very shy

I’m F15 and I wanna do cosplays sometime in the future, but I just don’t feel confident, like at all.

I want to try makeup but I was never taught because I didn’t think I’d need to do it in the future. But it’s just so…complicated… I don’t even know what I’d start with. I’ve tried eyeliner, but it looked like shit.

every tutorial I’ve looked up is too confusing to understand. Now I’m stuck.

The only cosplay I was ever proud of was my reverse bear trap I made, but it was covering half my face so idk.