i want to experience teenage love so bad 😔

I'm 16 and never even held a guy's hand. Literally all my friends have been in a relationship and hearing them talk about it makes me want to experience it so badd!! It's not that I don't like any guys around me. I have liked many guys and have a crush on them but either they get a girlfriend or I loose interest after some time. Ik I'm introvert and awkward with guys but still. And I'm pretty too so whyy not me 😭😭