Entities keep trying to say something to me, I just can't understand it.
I did a lot of DMT today and had my first real breakthrough experience, and I'm just in complete confusion about all of it.
The first trip was sort of a sub-breakthrough trip where I was being shown this 4D object that was spinning in front of me, and then I saw an entity move his finger back and forth and point at it, and then again, and then these other entities took over and were doing the same, just throwing up gang signs at me and gesturing for me to do something and trying to get my attention about something but I couldn't figure out what any of it meant. I felt like I disappointed them and then they faded away as the trip did too.
I smoked some more about 30 minutes later and basically launched right back into where I was, and it was EXTREMELY bright, just straight white light, it was above me and i was moving up towards it, and then these snake entities just started clawing away at my head, they were pulling and grabbing the front part of my head and clawing out of my forehead this energy and I physically felt my head starting to heat up. At this point I knew i broke through and started to lose all grip I had with my body. It felt like I was dying and they were throwing this energy from the front of my head out into the world ahead of me, but then I could feel a tear leak out of my right eye?? After this i was sorta thrown around again by the entities from before and they were doing all kinds of gesturing and asking me if I understood now and I just remember the white light becoming brighter until eventually the trip camedown and I saw nothing but white. Opened my eyes, normal. Closed them, bright white light.
I couldn't shake off this feeling that they were trying to teach me/show me something that I just didn't understand. I haven't stopped thinking about it and don't know what to take away from it, it all happened in an instant, just information overload all at once that I can't process.