i guess ill never date

my ed (as well as many other things) will forever ruin my dating life.

im not going on restaurant dates because im not going to eat off of my meal plan.

im not going out for drinks because I don’t drink & don’t want to intake extra calories

i dont have time to go on dates because if im not at work or at school im at the gym for 2 hours or going on a walk.

even if I do make time for a non food date, if I take my daily measurements & end up being bigger than I expected, I’ll cancel and spend all day crying.

my last relationship ended because my ex said i was too vain. maybe he’s right.

whatever