It’s pathetic but true, it’s all about the money

Not only am I trapped on the prison planet, trapped in the matrix, knowing full well that it’s a game, not real, some kind of holographic overlay, but I’m also trapped in a marriage, trapped with the responsibilities of three kids, a corporate job, bills, debts. The only way out for me is money. People say on here that you need to detach from money and material things, but that’s impossible for me. I’d love to just say to my wife, don’t worry about the mortgage or credit card bills, they’re not real, it’s all just a game! We’d soon find ourselves out on the street and in dire straits. But with money I could leave my job, maybe detach myself from some of the daily banality, detach from the materialism. Like it or not, the world is run by money. Awakening to the matrix with no practical way of escaping is frustrating af. Everything seems pointless, hopeless, oppressive. Money gives you choice, and choice gives you freedom day to day. Yes, you’re still in the game, you’re still trapped, but at least you have the time to spend raising your awareness, raising your vibration, fighting back instead of just being a mouse in a cage running round and round on a wheel for a few morsels. Money in the instrument of oppression but it can also be a tool to begin to break free. It’s pathetic but true. At this stage of my life. In my situation. It’s all about money. It has to be. Only then might I break free.