Feeling Discouraged

I've been recently coming to terms with my transness and trying to decide whether I want to transition medically or not. I've been feeling so discouraged by the many posts regarding people still not passing despite being on T for however long. One of my major concerns about transitioning is not passing. I have anxiety about standing out and am already anxious about people looking at me and sizing me up to figure out which gender I am (I'm very masc presenting in my clothing/hair/binding, but people still clock me with my softer facial features, female physique, and higher voice - I have only had one encounter where someone thought I was a guy up close, and two instances with people who saw me from far away). I honestly don't know what the purpose of this post is, other than maybe that I'm looking for anyone who can relate and share their own experiences. Also I'd like to note that I'm in therapy and have been trying to work past these fears with my therapist, but it's been feeling overwhelming lately.