Feeling like I’m failing

The past 4 days I’ve spiked at least once a day. I feel like I’m failing or hurting my little baby. My spikes were 139, 123, 121, and 127. This sounds dramatic because the numbers really aren’t that high and I know others on here get really high numbers sometimes but this is my miracle baby after 3 losses and it’s hard not to get worried or worked up over a spike when all I want is to protect baby.