i need advice

hello, i’m a sort of new hellenist, (i think i started worshipping the gods in about september/october last year) but i haven’t prayed or make contact or anything since about november due to no motivation depression and barely living my normal life, do they hate me? would they be mad at me? i’m scared they hate me. (i specifically worship aphrodite and apollo)

also, i have an altar for both aphrodite and apollo but i don’t feel as connected to aphrodite as i do with apollo, i sort of wanna take her altar down and make it fully apollos since they share a space. should i ask her? will she be mad? or should i try to build that connection and see where it goes? i don’t think she really likes me honestly