Traveled across the country for my final egg retrieval and only have 3 growing out of just 5. Any positive stories with these numbers?

I just turned 43 2 weeks ago. My last scan which was suppressed showed 7, and my nurse told me I should expect more than that today. I’m pretty upset. Out at CCRM Lone Tree from NYC for this Hail Mary retrieval. Have created embryos over the last 3 tries but all abnormal minus my one LLM. Have thrown everything in my power to make this one work. I can’t believe I’m looking at such a small number already - I’m one week out from retrieval. Positive stories with similar numbers are welcomed!