I’m not doing well

Good evening. I’m not sure what I’m looking for, but I’m not doing well. My personal life I feel constantly alone, and that I have missed so many of life’s milestones. My work life my boss criticizes me for not every mistake I make, and even when I’m not the one in the wrong it seems I get the lecture. I feel like a failure constantly. 8.5 years of being a lawyer and I just don’t know anymore.

I’m just….not doing well.

EDIT: Thank you all for the support and kind thoughts and suggestions. I never expected this many people to reach out. I’m doing better and trying to take the time to respond to each and every person that has reached out or commented. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.