I can’t talk to people anymore

I was in public and a girl came up and talked to me. It went fine but I hope that shit never happens again.

I always try to look very unwelcoming and unapproachable. I thought I was ugly but I’m not.

I realized I don’t have the mental capacity to talk to people. Unless you want to hear “Ha yeah” a million times in our conversation.

I wish people would just avoid me. They definitely avoid me after I open my fucking mouth but I wish they wouldn’t talk to me in the first place.

At least I realized there’s no way I would ever want a girlfriend or friends if I hate talking to others this much.