My most insane ocd spirals to make you feel better about yours.

I have health ocd so for some reason I always think something is wrong with others health.

4 years ago : I convinced myself that my mother was secretly sick and didn’t tell us. I checked the bathroom every went and put a flash to look at her vomit if she threw up to prove myself right. I then started to pray so much for god to heal my mom who wasn’t sick in the first place. And I used to associate my mom being sick with me not closing the cabinet a certain amount of times in the wrong way.

3 years ago : I developed an obsession with numbers and when I checked the time and didn’t like the number , I would have a panic attack because I thought it meant death.

Now for at least 2 months : I am convinced that I must have groomed someone when I was a kid or accused someone of SA and lied about it. Do I remember doing that ? No. Would I ever ? No. Will I open and close my car’s door 15 times to make sure I never did it. Absofuckinglutey.