How do you believe the mystical?

How do you know Jesus was the Incarnation? How do you believe in the miracles that took place? It was so long ago, and I'm of the mind that history is corrupted to fit a narrative, I can't escape this way of thinking. Like I don't even believe in stuff "they" say is happening today, right now. Propaganda, sensationalism, etc. I want to believe. I feel drawn to Him. But I can't reconcile this feeling inside myself of avoid getting "tricked". Has anyone else grappled with this? How do I know Jesus was the son of God, born from a Virgin mother? Forgive me here, I don't mean to be offensive, but women and PEOPLE in general lie all the time. I'm just rambling now but I'd love any guidance or thoughts. I'm still looking forward to meeting with the priest at my local parish but I guess this time of year is very busy. We've been emailing but haven't sat together yet.