Plat 4 Tracer gungeon [6S4MEV] vod review

I am trying to learn tracer this season but every game feels like I am actively sabotaging my team (I have team chat muted but I can tell they're flaming). I played 2 games one on junkertown HFJTPV and another on hollywood 6S4MEV and I am feeling shutdown real bad all the time.

I've mostly tried to play on the closest offangles I can find and keep my uptime high, I tried to play cover but it feels like I am still not doing enough or sometimes I just plain lose the duels and accomplish nothing of value. I am feeling really frustrated because I don't understand why I am sucking this badly