Let me do this for now

T,

Sometimes, unaware, I have a conversations with you in my mind. And then I'd laugh about something you said, in my mind. And then I'd stop, and think I'm going crazy.

Maybe I am going crazy or maybe I'm just trying to cope. Maybe one day, my mind would be quieter. Maybe one day I'll be able to accept that there are stories I can't tell you anymore and there are stories I can no longer hear from you

But for now, let me have this conversation with you. 'Cause fuck, I miss your voice, your laugh, your jokes and the way you make me laugh.

I miss you so much.

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