My faith is deteriorating. Would it be hypocritical of me to still fast?
I stopped praying and reading the Quran years ago because my heart just wasn't in it. They felt like imposed rituals and not things I genuinely believed in. Lately I've become even more skeptical of some passages from the Quran, which impacted my faith, but well that's a post for another time.
The bottom line is that with how little I've been "involved" with Islam, I may as well be considered agnostic now, but it's really not that simple. I'm still somewhat attached to it, and leaving just feels "wrong", not simply out of unfamiliarity but because I keep wanting to give it another proper chance.
Is there still a point in me fasting this Ramadan? Would it be hypocritical and thus not accepted by God, considering my fragile faith and that I don't pray?