How can I get clean without Narcotics Anonymous?

I’m ruining my life with drugs. They have taken too much from me. I live a double life now. I don’t know where to start but I can’t throw my life away like this, I have too much to offer to this world.

My father went to NA and my mother goes to AA, so I grew up around it. The thought of going to a book club with the people who watched me grow up is strange to me. I think there’s got to be some level of delusion to be that dedicated to the writings. I don’t want skepticism to get in the way of my sobriety, but I’ve been to so many meetings, I just don’t think it’s for me. What else can I do to get clean?