Hopeless & want to give up

Sparing details for the sake of privacy. I experienced retaliation from my program. No issues and only good evals up until this point. GME didn’t investigate and although my lawyer told me it was wrong, they said to keep my head down and just do my work. Easier said than done - they’ve made it absolutely miserable for me. My career has been derailed due to others’ spite and egos. I see no future for myself and have no way to escape this hell. Without completing my residency, I will not be board eligible and am left with mountains of debt. I had aspirations of fellowship, but these have been ruined. I’m not sure what flair is more appropriate, serious or vent. I feel like I’m both screaming into the ether and smothered by it, unable to come up for air.