Contemporary tortured heroine

I’m currently obsessed with the tortured heroine trope particularly of the contemporary genre. Some of my favorites are:

{Goodnight by Susie Tate} {Most of All You by Mia Sheridan} of course the Mindf*ck series {Salvation by Noelle Adams} {Kill Me by L.P. Lovell} {Rock Hard by Nalini Singh}

I’m looking for books where the FMCs tortured past and trauma is front and center and not just mentioned a few times throughout the book, like it’s basically the main plot. I feel like what the books above have in common is loads of character development. I’d like for it to have spice please! 💖✨