Sex toy recommendations (I've always hated them)
Need to purchase sex toys for work (PSO). Hoping to get something that also gets me off bc it's really depressing to have to buy and use sex toys for the pleasure of everyone but me.
I don't like vibrators, air pulse, wands etc. When I masturbate with my hands I push deeply into my clit and move back and forth very slowly, so its a slow build up to a full body, deep clit orgasm. So far, that's all I can do by myself. I don't like any other kind of external clit stimulation. My best orgasms are with penetration from a partner. I've had no success with dildos, both alone and partnered. My orgasms are full body deep orgasms, the kind where you feel like you don't exist.
I've tried vibrators, air pulse, wands, ribbed dildos, smooth dildos, rabbits, and butt plugs.
Currently contemplating movable foreskin and thrusting dildos and maybe sex machines?
I'm shopping in the US. Advice is appreciated.