Yesterday my long time friend unintentionally told me about his dick being big!

We have been online friends for 10 years. Nothing flirty ever. Always a platonic friendship and then yesterday, while having a conversation regarding sex, lubes and sizes, he slipped this saying he was once with a very tight girl who couldn't take it despite lube and her previous partners not having this problem. THAT'S IT! Nothing more, nothing less.

And I just couldn't stop myself from thinking about it. Fantasizing about him, our friendship was never about all this yet my mind just couldn't stop! I'm sure it's always been and still is platonic on his side. I never even had a crush on him ever or anything lol. Plus he's 8-9 years older than me xD