I will kill myself on March 15th

I already know how I am going to do it and it brings me happiness. I will wash the clothes I am going to wear. I will take a long bath, wash my hair, brush my teeth. I will put on some makeup and write a letter to my parents. I will tell them everything that happened. Sexual abuse, depression, drugs. Everything. And then all will be over. It brings me so much peace. I love the idea of dying so much, it makes sense that death is the last thing we experience here. It is just amazing. Soon I will be happy somewhere else <3