Anyone else feel weirdly optimistic?

Anyone else feel weird about this week’s price movement? I just absolutely obliterated my powder that I never thought I’d get to use. Thanks to the hedgies however now I’ve more than doubled my shares/options on going long on GME. It feels oddly cathartic being up $xx,xxx yesterday and now down even more than that just 24 hours later. Feel like this time bomb is about to blow and it’s just a matter of diamond handing for just a few more months it seems.