Death is actually scary

It surprises me how little people realize it around me or are just actually suicidal, but almost every person my age ive ever known has joked about dying and making those kinds of jokes, i also did that until recently i stopped because i had this crazy extisential crisis that concluded with the fact that i dont know whats gonna happen when i die, from then on i stopped making those jokes because im actually terrified of dying, idk chatgpt cant give actual feedback on this so im posting it here