I wanna quit

Hey guys hope you're doing well i ve been trying trading for 2/3 years now with no results i ve been losing money constantly... i became so numb i cant enjoy life anymore im only thinking about trading and i cant do anything else currently im on 9/5 job but i hate it i cant do anything with salary as someone who grown up in poor family and world third country... but i wish i can quit i wish trading could quit me :3 any tips how to stop this im only losing money that i rlly need for clothes and anything i became like a junky ... can you plsss help me to quit... im sorry for this negative post i know that u can succeed from trading i just believe this thing isn't made for me