I'm not feminine at all and my neighborhood hates me for it

Hey all, I'm in need of some help. I know that I'm trans but I don't act like a woman at all... like I'm going through a legal battle with a dentist rn and I've been super depressed I had to sing along to one of my favorite metal albums, I do vocal fry as well as sing the cleans. Well, I live in a neighborhood with alot of kids and my apartment is right next to the street and I guess some people heard me. This is just the last straw btw, they also hate that my clothes aren't very feminine (jeans and hoodie often) as well as I ride an electric skateboard around town.

Also I'm not done with laser. Anyways I know I can't just choose not to let it bother me, but I'm sorry. I have no idea how to do that. Eventually the dirty looks and the snide remarks will make me breakdown and cry and I just don't know how to make this stop, I can't even function like this. I'm so sad and angry all the time and it makes me want to fight back but of course that's useless.

So what can I do? I tried so hard to get them to like me but I'm just too different. They don't want me around cause there's lots of kids in the neighborhood, I guess. And me growing boobs with facial hair cause money is tight all the time cause I'm on disability ad always need to spend it on something completely necessary, like this coming month it's 400$ on a temp tooth. After that I have nothing left. Anyways, I'm trying to get the pain out and I could really use some help in this situation. Thx