Last 4 days

Just kind of wanted to talk a little.

Thursday evening I was out shopping for food. On short walk to public transport a short crazy looking guy suddenly changed direction to shout insults at me while walking on the left of me waving fists around. Found out later one of the word he was shouting was quite rude and insulting but correctly gendered me so that’s something I guess. I felt really scared and expected it to escalate to physical violence. I had not visibly reacted or answered and tried to get him to walk into a lamppost as he was staring up at me and not infront. Sadly he spotted att the last second but there were a few people waiting at the stop and he seemed to lose confidence and left. Leaving me quite shaken up. So much so my anxiety attacks re started after a long hiatus. It’s a pain as it is a stop I use often for shopping and changing to other public transport routes when going out and coming home late at night.

Positive my son stayed over this weekend and just out of nowhere told me I was beautiful.

So good and bad Sunday night out was good and I had a bit of an inward giggle. I made a friend there recently. I count her as a friend as we chat and have exchanged numbers so talk outside of her weekly visit and performance. Anyway ahe had her close friend with her who I had not met before and I could see the cogs turning as I arrived at the table the probable he/she question im her mind and as I took my coat off eyes straight to my chest. She was fine and we chatted a little but she is a quiet person so not much.