i dont want to live anymore

lately my life as been in shambles and im so fucking lost and everything in my life just keeps getting worse and worse. my and my boyfriend keep fighting weekly and nothing ever seem to get resolved and everything else in my life is gone. my family is just horrible to me. my friends dont even ask about me anymore. and i cant help but think im the issue here and i dont know how to fix the issue. i feel so lost and neglected by everyone and i see no point in living anymore. im honestly exhausted mentally and i cant have one good week. i havent slept in a week and i know my emotions can get the best of me but im just so fucking done and i want to give up on everything and i just want things to end. i feel like no one has my back and no one will be there for me. i dont know anymore.