My take

All of this is just bullshit. I will be let down just like 2012. All these evidences can always be shunned away, all the sightings can be diagnosed to be some earthling intelligence(super secret programs, for national interest and safety, for economic stability and all the other jargons) and the economy as we know it will churn its wheels and I will inevitably be a part of the machine. As optimistic as I would like to be about the beauty of stars and extraterrestrial life. I feel so chained and restricted by the social, political, economic and religious powers that limit our society. I’ve given up. And at this point I’m just enjoying the freedom of my mind and dream state which I believe to be free.

I’m sorry if I’m not being an optimist in this situation. I feel what I feel and I can’t deny it.

Peace.