My vag is ugly??

First hookup I’ve ever had guy said he wouldn’t go down on me because my vag is ugly… I told him to explain because I was just not understanding this for some reason. I’m shaved, clean, no smell. He proceeds to tell me it looks like a HIPPO’S MOUTH and my clit is too big????… like I’m traumatized now. I don’t even wanna hook up with anyone else now. I am plus sized so I can maybe understand my fupa maybe makes it look that way? Like heavy and weighing the lips down? I blocked him on everything. And it replays in my head every. single. day.