I can't do this anymore

I just can't. It hurts too much. Why did things turn out this way. Why did she say all those hurtful things when I never meant to hurt her. I didn't want to. Why did it become so bad. It really hurts so much, I want to cry so bad but it feels like I'm still too shocked to even be able to do it. I just can't do this anymore it's too much I can't live like this.