i need advice help me please

hi, i’m 20 years old female lesbian. i live in homophobic country, and in homophobic abusive household. my family doesn’t know about my sexuality and i don’t think i’ll ever come out to them because i’m 100% sure that they WILL kill me they beat the fuck out of me for way less reasons (like looking at them in “disrespectful way”. i’m not allowed to get a job or even leave the house, so i’m looking for a way to make money so i can run away and live my life before they kill me or make me marry some old man. any suggestions would be helpful. thank you for reading .i can’t go to the police they don’t help or hiding in friend house*