Is it bad I’m kinda desperate for a cg?

I’m a 14 yo little & I regress to around 0-6 and i feel like recently I’ve been really desperate for a cg. I dunno if I’m just online too much & it’s jealousy or if somethings wrong… i feel like I’m subconsciously looking for parental affection from literally anyone older & I’ve been so much more desperate for a cg… anyone have any advice how to handle this or possibly why? Thx <33