I can't bottom, too painful, so I'm thinking of allowing my boyfriend to cheat so he won't leave me.

I've run out of options at this point. Either I spend the rest of my life alone or I choose to compromise.

He says he needs penetrative sex and loving me isn't enough to sacrifice that so I decided that he can cheat on me with other men so he can satisfy that need. I'm secure enough in our love to let him do that.

I've considered threesomes so I can be there while he fucks another dude. And always with protection, I'm adamant about that.