Feeling like two different people

Hi all,

I have no one in my life I can ask this and it is something I am curious about if any of you have experienced similar. When I was a child I would get home and absolutely explode in anger. I believe it was having to hold in all my natural tendencies all day till I got home. I remember after doing that one day I said to my mom, ‘ Why do I feel like two different people? Why am I one person at school and another person at home?’ I realize now I was heavily masking at school and then I could come home and be hyper and silly and do anything I wanted. My mom at the time just said she didn’t understand why I felt that way. Did anyone else have a similar experience of feeling like they behaved drastically different at home compared to at school and I found it exhausting which is why I was so angry when I would come home. I also have adhd.