Thinking of quitting ):

Hi all! Using this post to vent, but I’d also love some advice and feedback. :) I’ve been a Bath and Body worker for over two years at this point. In the beginning, I loved it! I was so passionate about the job and enjoyed every minute of being there. Now, I’m a Key Holder, have been for a while, and I have honestly lost all my spark. I have really horrible anxiety before my shifts. I dread days, especially these slower days with barely any hours available, where I have to do basically all the clean-up, all the selling, try to keep shoplifters away, keep conversion up by myself, and have a full perfect close by myself. My Store Manager is very uncaring. She’s very cold to the associates, and has so much bad to say about everyone in the store. My Assistant Manager does nothing but pile on tasks to everyone that cannot be done efficiently because there’s no way to constantly push carts and carts of product shipment was too lazy to put out while also trying to be FOS and keep numbers up all day while personally connecting to every customer that comes into the store. My Supervisor acts like she hates our Store Manager, but she acts just like her now. Everyone has an attitude or something to say about everyone else. It’s so frustrating when I just want to come in, do my job, have a good day, and not leave feeling like I’m about to have 10000 comments made behind my back. This isn’t even diving into customer interactions. Customers act so privileged now. Yes, it was bad when I started, but the past year has genuinely brought out the worst in people. The amount of times I’ve had grown men and women scream in my face and throw disrespectful comments at me over the smallest things blows my mind. I feel like a human punching bag constantly. I come to work looking for peace since my home life isn’t the best, and then have grown strangers shouting the most horrible things at me over a pocketbac holder. I am to my breaking point. How do you guys cope? Should I hold on and keep trying, or is it time for me to end my journey? I genuinely don’t even know what jobs to try to apply to. I’m nervous about leaving and having to learn a whole new job. Any suggestions? Any job suggestions? I am so stressed out and I feel like if I keep hanging on I’m going to lose it. This job has genuinely worsened my depression. Thank you for reading! <3