I feel burned out after getting my blue

I used to love the sport, felt great passion. Started when I was 17 and now I’m 20 and got my blue not to long ago.

I started and kept going during university but after my blue. I stopped caring. I barely go and only go to open rolls. I really want to lock in again but after the blue belt, I feel purple is so far away and unrealistic.

Not sure why I’m posting this but I kinda want to hear if anyone else ever got burned out and if that passion ever came back