The lack of a save feature is complete elitism/ablism and is the reason I'm quitting this game

I have a little over 900 hours in CDDA and I'm officially done. I'm really sick of not being able to play a single player game how I want to play it. Being forced into playing without the ability to load last save on death is so frustrating for someone who doesn't play constantly. I don't have time as an adult to play perfectly and want to relax with my down time. why in the world would you force people to play permadeath??? Especially when the most recent death was due to a twitch I can't control resulting in me clicking the wrong button uncontrollably. At least give the option at start for fucks sake. There are a lot of people who like playing games who don't want to play permadeath.

Am I the only one who hates the forced permadeath for CDDA? Why not make it optional??