I regret touching some1 without consent. I can never forgive myself.

I was a kid around age 11 or 12 maybe I don't remember.... I had a crush on a guy from my tuition and he always used to give me mixed signals. I had an obsession with him and so I literally started to think he liked me. During Children's Day Celebrations, we all were made to watch a horror movie and so I sat beside him purposely because I liked him. During scary scenes I was continously placing my hands on his thighs and so he definitely was trying to put my hand away and did not really take them seriously and was laughing and really having fun tbh.

To this day, I can't forgive myself. At that time I did not know that it was a bad thing and somewhat a bad touch. For this reason, I'm sharing this here as I can tell no one about this.