I don't know what to do honestly

I''m working in a good pbc as a software engineer, quite renowned one and i earn over 1 lpm but i never had any friends to talk to, i was a happy go lucky person once who was always cheerful but now I'm losing interest in all the things.

Despite having good education and earning well i never even had talked to a women and uk i m born and brought up in Delhi and I'm 25. Never ever felt love, am I not made for it, ik a girl helped me in computer lab in cllg 1st yr, just that one instance. My dumbass not used to talk to any women in cllg, just never felt like.

Now when I got into a job there were no women in my team school college went by and now these painful stings of being lonely starting hitting me. I m a hopeless romantic person by heart but don't know where to talk to women.

I'm not good enough for dating apps, harsh reality but true. I'm tall fair but looks are not that which will be required for dating apps. Tears are there in my eyes every night before sleeping and i cannot do much about it.

I just am losing interest in things, I feel so empty from within, i don't even have friends to talk my heart out. I just wanted that i will have a girl in my life whom I love and marry them even. I get happiness from small things, I don't have judgy nature and i always believe in freedom despite having such thoughts i never was able to have any girl in my life.

I feel so helpless rn, i see posts people are dating left and right so much nowadays... man it ain't easy for me atleast, i just go complete quite in front of any girl also never been at places where girls might be there.

For people like in general dating apps come to rescue but i cannot do anything there as well. I just don't know what to do, i have special place for love in my heart but i don't have anyone to show my love to.